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and here i am, hey and why is the mirror so dusty... it's probably all Potter's fault! when i was filming these videos, i could already see that it was getting pretty dark, and it had started raining outside, but i still wanted to record at least something before it was too late _____________ and about my health... i've been looking into private clinics, i didn't like the big general hospitals here, so i found the first private specialized clinic that i'm going to visit. unfortunately, it's already closed for today, and i'm trying to figure out how to make an appointment. people in the reviews say you need to book in advance. and i'll keep looking for other specialized clinics in different fields. i hope i'll finally make some progress and that the doctor won't disappoint me ____________ a funny little fact about the wig. it's a lace front wig and the glue i have for it is way too strong. whenever i use it, i can't completely get rid of the glue no matter what i try, so i end up walking around with a sticky forehead :D

Potter, what are you looking at? hey, don't look away!!! haha ok, here's a spontaneous cosplay! not too long ago, i started seeing videos and comics about Malfoid, the female version of Draco Malfoy, all over my social media. i liked it so much that i couldn't resist making a cosplay today i mostly spent my time preparing the costume and wig, and only managed to start taking photos closer to the evening, but then a thunderstorm started, so today i only did a test shoot. there will be more tomorrow!!!! and apparently there's a whole war going on on twitter over this character... harry potter fans vs malfoid fans... but i don't know the details for some reason i also wanted to make a version with the background you see here, i really didn't like the background in my apartment, but i'll add the original photos in the comments also, harry potter reminds me of new year and christmas more than anything else, because in my country they always used to show these movies right before the holidays started. now i put them on myself while i'm preparing holiday dinner well, i hope you like this little test version and will look forward to the full one

hey and a few more succubus photos again today i'll get everything else i need for my spontaneous last-minute cosplay, and maybe i'll go to the store to get materials for another one, who knows. but i'd like to work on photos tomorrow and spend the following days sewing. i don't want to promise any exact deadlines for these projects, what if something happens again and i end up feeling like a terrible person meanwhile, i've finally gotten around to the custom pics, vids in my phone and now i'm absolutely sure i'll send everything out by the end of the week. well, yay yay time to push the sadness into the background, hopefully the cosplay photos will help me with that and you know, there's a pretty cool way to deal with feeling down. just do all the same things you'd do when you're in a good mood. yeah, forcing yourself to do things is hard, but it really does help. just not right away, usually after a few days. today i'm unpicking everything i recently sewed on... well, at least once my delivery arrives or i actually make it to the store, i'll be able to start sewing right away if for some reason unknown to me you're curious about how my twitching eyelid is doing. i've lost track of how many days it's been, probably a week. turns out it's still twitching exactly the same way as before, i just don't feel it anymore. i only notice it when i look in the mirror or when the light hits it in a way that lets me see the twitching myself. it doesn't bother me, but it worries me that it hasn't gone away. well, a lot of things worry me, but i still haven't figured out what to do about all my health problems or where to go. i'll definitely sort it out though well then, have a good day, sending hugs and going back to work